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Sunday, May 29, 2011

PASSION

Is passion something you need or want? Does it make a break a relationship? What if one has never known passion but one has? How do you show that one how to do it, and do it right? Passion isn't necessarily sexual tension, but more so (to me at least) a state of being It cant be learned or taught. Passion is that grey area between love and hate; contentment and rage. Its the heat from your pores that reaches out and grabs the one you feel it for. It the glow in their eyes when they meet each other. Its the warmth from the tip of the finger when felt. Its the intensity of the voice you feel when your name leaves their lips....its hot and never cold, its living and never dead, its pounding, its the second beat in the rythm of your heart. It can never go away. Its that feeling of never being able to live emotionally without that one. It makes that person feel like "The One", "The Important One", "The Want, the Need, the Must Haves" of life. Its dangerous.

Passion is needed. And will never be compromised.

xoxo

Sunday, May 15, 2011

True Gemini

I'm sort of a complex person. My husband told me yesterday that no one can really explain me. lol....I thought that was kinda funny. But then I sat back and thought about it.....Its very true.....He said " How many people know the REAL you?" And truth be told....No one but him. I never really open myself to anyone 100%. The most anyone will know about me is what I show. I love listening to JCole's some 2Face http://youtu.be/hlu2Uab34yU....that song really hits home for me in so many ways.

Why should I let myself be volnerable? There's no real reason (in my mind) that I should be. I need full control at all times. I need to be in control of my ups, my downs, and my turn arounds...Its sad sometimes but it is what it is. Do I plan to work on that....IDK....maybe not for a while....

I need to be needed....so me needing someone is not a comfortable place for me.

True story from a real Gemini....